horrid day. awful. running on three days no sleep. nervous wreck for appointment. sobbing much sobbing. iv was a disaster from the start. went to go buy a woof and poof angel after as a reward to myself………..none to be had. guess woof and poof angels are not to be my thing. turns out, me being sick scares some “friends”. guess they are not as tough and strong and brave as they suggested I should be.
being lonely is tough. brain feels like a gray colored slushie they forgot to add the extra chemicals and artificial colorings to.
bought a box of these:decided to eat the entire box. they are pretty darn tasty. they have good flavor and a nice little icing. works in a pinch if you cannot work up the effort to make some coffee or go out to buy a cup. i ended up eating three, wow, i am a wild girl. i am sort of hoping tomorrow is a better day. honestly can’t see how it can get much worse. won’t temp fate at this point.
Some days turn to Hell faster than others.